Betrayal

Suddenly feel a sense of betrayal. The betray is not really happen. It's from my heart, or even from psychie.

Yet, in the past, someone feel I was a betrayer. She write this on a book of me "If you cheat me, I will even with you one day".

Date back to this event.

I really don't know my performances, expressions and appearances will
give others a wrong impression. The hurt and pain becomes longer and
deeper.

This is a "wheel" or karmic effect. Also, I discover I betray to myself to. I gain the "chance to irresponsibilty".

Each teaching to me is that we must to be a resposible person. It's a esacped point.

Once again, I thanks God and my Dorothy support. I still not complete
understand the "betrayal". However, It's one of the start
point--returning home.